I have a horrible case of insomnia that it has caused me to read through some of my old blog posts. Some of them make me sad and some make me laugh. Reading though a post about running into my ex made me chuckle about how self conscience I felt in my huge winter jacket and my take out food. It's hard though, to go through the post when I was with my BD (baby daddy, yeah, I am going to use that term here) There were such crazy lustful feelings there. I still am mending that wound and I feel like I always will. UGH shake that off! I just want to put him out of my thoughts.
I have mixed feelings about looking back on my old posts. I sometimes want to change somethings that I wrote but, I never will. I am glad, however, that I feel like I have mentally come a long way in over a year.
I need to get to sleep. I have been having trouble sleeping lately and I blame it on the Olympics. I love watching the gymnastics. I will probably be up late again tomorrow watching it. My little girl has been being a bit of a night owl too. I guess that means I get to sleep in, which is nice. Really nice.
I have mixed feelings about looking back on my old posts. I sometimes want to change somethings that I wrote but, I never will. I am glad, however, that I feel like I have mentally come a long way in over a year.
I need to get to sleep. I have been having trouble sleeping lately and I blame it on the Olympics. I love watching the gymnastics. I will probably be up late again tomorrow watching it. My little girl has been being a bit of a night owl too. I guess that means I get to sleep in, which is nice. Really nice.
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